Had my second counseling appointment tonight. I feel it went very well. Every day is a new day and every day I feel like I'm getting better.
One day soon, I want to be back to 1000% Koelen.
In the meantime, I learned a valuable lesson tonight at counseling:
My secrets are for me to keep and or reveal when I want and to whomever I want. I used to think I had to come clean about everything and anything. In reality, it's my life and I can do whatever the fuck I want.